Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Why Can't I Be That Person

I wish that I didn't put things off when I don't want to do them. I wish I would just attack it right off and get it out of the way. When I procrastinate, it just weighs on me, and weighs on me. When I finally force myself to do it, I am unhappy that I'm having to do it, have difficulty concentrating, and am stressed because it is getting done so late.

And I don't have time or creativity to write a good post cause I'm stressed and busy. This sucks. I suck.

Bangs head against keyboard repeatedly.

12 comments:

Wineplz said...

I'm not that person either.

Rudyinparis said...

Well, if by "I suck" you mean "I am human"...

I'm Not Skippy said...

I am that person sometimes, all it does is lets other things that suck just as much come up in place of the stuff you finished.

As far as posting you're much better about it and more creative about it that I am. . . and I'm a designer I'm supposed to be creative.

Burgh Baby said...

If I didn't procrastinate, I'd never get anything done. For reals.

Anonymous said...

Let's be honest, don't you actually hate that person. :P

Cloud said...

I'm not very good at procrastinating, and let me tell you, that is no picnic, either. I'm always doing things, and have a hard time allowing myself to waste time. Don't envy us- we're no happier than you are!

Also, I wonder if some of the stressed out feelings are due to hormones? I've noticed a definite mood change since I started dropping feedings with Pumpkin. For a week or two after I drop a feeding, I feel sort of hormonal.

Mom on the Run said...

I hate all things housework so much, that the only way I can get through it without crying is to listen to Michael Jackson's Thriller on my ipod.

Anonymous said...

And that person probably doesn't have a toddler...and a cat...and a dog...and a job...and a house...and...and...and. :-)

Anonymous said...

Don't be so hard on yourself. I happen to know how awesome you are but don't expect perfection from yourself. Perfection is an impossible lie we tell ourselfs we want.

La folle maman said...

I'm with impostermom. "That person" can be really, really annoying.

Karen said...

I do some of my best work when I'm under a tight deadline. But I hate it.

Shellie said...

I could've written that myself.

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